I can't stand the thought of knowing I will die one day and that those I love will pass away, too. I guess it doesn't matter how I deal with it because it is inevitable, and inevitability makes it so much more painful. It makes me feel so much more helpless..

I saw two really cute dogs today. I think it would be cool to have a dog, but 1) I can't stand fleas, 2) I don't need to deal with more deaths.

I need a smile.

On to good news - my midterm examination is over! Yay! ... but I have assignments due this week.. That was short-lived.

I've posted new pictures in my restricted ALBUM. If you have a low post count, don't bother asking me for the password. :P